:: My world, my way ::

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:: Monday, November 12, 2001 ::

Well things are almost back to normal or at least the way I was used to. Still so stressed out and tired but am getting along o.k. I have some things to deal with so might not be writing for a little while or maybe I will, I don't know. Anyways I've got to get sleeping now. Goodnight all.
:: Colette 1:12 AM [+] ::
:: Friday, November 09, 2001 ::
Wow, I haven't been able to blog for almost two weeks cause my computer died. It is only gonna be two years old and supposedly we had to replace a few things like the frickin motherboard and cpu. So now I replaced one of my cd rom drives with a dvd so that's o.k. Oh well. So it's November now and really cold over here but it's only gonna get colder in Canada and shoveling the driveway is good exercise.

So anyways I almost forgot which password to use on this site. It's crazy how many passwords I have for various internet sites. Since I've been away from my computer for two weeks I'm sort of a spazz at typing. Well it seems to be coming back now. It was hard you know living without it but I'm so glad it's back.

So I'm really into this alias show now it's really great. It's hard to find something you want to watch. I'm still watching friends and I like the trashy Temptation Island 2 but other than that I don't know. I missed a lot of premeires and don't really like watching from the middle of the season but I 'm watching Hbo taxi cab confessions on the doc. channel That show is something else, I luv it!

Anyways gotta go now, it's Friday night 9:30 time for some fun outside of the house.
:: Colette 9:37 PM [+] ::
:: Friday, October 26, 2001 ::
O.k. O.k. A few days ago I said that maybe this anthrax wasn't a terrorist attack well I've since changed my mind. It has to be. Well anyways I'm no expert. My website is still starving and I have nothing to feed it. I guess I'll write more later, have too many things to do now that I think about it.

:: Colette 6:11 PM [+] ::
:: Wednesday, October 24, 2001 ::
My life has become so disorganized it's backwards. I am currently on the schedule for vampires, sleep all day awake at night. My son's fault. I have been trying unsuccessfully to break this cycle. I'm really at a loss for a solution. Well the problem with having kids is that you really don't get the time to yourself and when you do there are a million things to do. What I wouldn't do for a vacation right now but that is impossible.
Wow, new anthrax cases are popping up everyday. It does piss me off that the postal workers are still working even though two people have died from the anthrax. No one died at capital hill and they've been out for a week already. It's funny how some people are considered more important than others. Sure, the government has been proactive with giving people cipro but really the postal stations should be cleaned out and accessed before the workers can go back safely to work.
My website is getting nowhere fast. When ever I have the screen sitting in front of me, my mind goes blank and I'm stuck. Four days have passed and I haven't done a damn thing except for adding an animation. I have to get going on this.
At Christmas we do a kris kringle between my cousins and I guess I have to start thinking about that. It's kind of hard because we don't see each other as much and don't really know the details. Better work on that too.
It's time to say goodnight for now so I can try working on my site again. Later.

:: Colette 3:12 AM [+] ::
:: Monday, October 22, 2001 ::
So the first day of non smoking went really bad. I will have to start next week. Anyways I think I'm almost totally recovered from my cold. I feel a lot better than I did a few days ago. Hallowe'en is almost here and I'm not going to hand out any candy. I've decided to go on a horror movie fest with my husband and focus more on planning Christmas this year. Can you believe Christmas is here and that it's almost time for snow again? This will be my son's third Christmas, him being two and a half and I am still sheltered from the "I want that" traditional at Christmas time. This will also be the first Christmas without my grandfather who passed away in August, that will be different. I only have one grandparent left and hopefully she'll be around for another 20 years. Life is so sad when you think that we'll all be gone one day. We must appreciate what we have before it's too late, Not to wait for holidays and special occasions to visit friends and family.
That's getting a little sad now but true. It seems everything I hear on the news is that way too. The constant coverage of terrorism is driving me mad. It is serious, but we are all aware of that by now.
:: Colette 10:48 PM [+] ::
I planned on writing here everyday but after the first day I became very ill. Lately I haven't been sleeping well and I caught a nasty cold. In between coughing attacks I managed to get a few minutes of sleep. It almost helped me to stop smoking, almost. I cut down for a bit but now I'm regular again and the coughing is still with me. I hope that I can stick to my plan and make this my first smoke free day. Shouldn't have started in the first place but it's been a year now and it's time to give it up.
Anyways, I'm trying to get my website up in between taking care of my son, getting better and watching the news. It is quite difficult to focus these days but I'm trying. Hopefully when I'm 100% again, things will go smoother.
By the way it is 5:30 a.m. and I am about to go to sleep, will have to wake up in a few hours and start all over again. Good morning all.
:: Colette 5:42 AM [+] ::
:: Tuesday, October 16, 2001 ::
I am really getting tired of these mail hoaxes. Of couse the police have to investigate all cases reported but most of them turn out to be a waste of time. People really are sick and trying to cash in on the tragedy of 9-11. With the exception of the few confirmed cases in new york and florida police are being flooded with calls to come check out a suspicious envelope or package across north america. I'm not blaming anyone for calling the police to report this, we all have to look out for ourselves. It's just these deranged people playing sick pranks when there's a better chance they'll get away with it.

Even in Ontario there is a sudden increase in calls to the police. Just last week the subway was shut down because there was a "suspicious package" on the tracks. It turned out to be someone's lunch. Don't people have anything better to do than play jokes? Don't we have enough to worry about in the world right now? Obviously not.

I also have a beef with some of these protesters in toronto but I won't go there right now. Anyways back to the good old mail hoax. I hope all of these losers get found out and get fined and maybe some jail time. And while they're at it, get a life.

As for these confirmed cases of anthrax, I do not believe al-qaeda is behind this. Al-qeada aims for maximum casualties and they wouldn't attack the news media. Right now the news is the best venue for them to threaten people. It could be another terrorist group or even some kind of cult, most likely a few random psychos.

I'm just really tired of all this worry but I don't know what else to do. Things in our western world really have been changed forever.
:: Colette 6:50 PM [+] ::

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